BY: MUKUNDAPRIYA DEVI DASI (ACBSP)
My Dearest Shreela Prabhupad (The most beautiful Krishna-Loka Man),
Please accept my most humble obeisances at your divine lotus feet which is even worshiped by demigods for attachment to your lotus feet grants Krishna to even the most unfortunate souls such as myself.
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Your Divine Grace, it has been 33 years now after you decided not to be physically present in this material world.
My dear beautiful swan like spiritual master, every day i go for walks on juhu beach where you used to take morning walks. Every morning i simply try to see you in the winds, the water from the mighty beach.
A lot has been going on after your divine departure from this material planet. You already know what i have to say.
My only regret in this life is that i was never able to meet you in person physically. As my father stated many times, he thinks i was born to him by your mercy only.
My Dear Guru-maharaj, what can i do to come closer to your lotus feet? i know that rascals like me can never be close to your lotus feet. I am trying to come close to your lotus feet but due to my unintelligent nature i find it very hard.
My dear Guru-Maharaj, i came to realize many hidden truth in this life time about you. Sometimes i wonder why you chose me to learn the truth? Why did you choose this unfortunate soul to learn the truth from those who are genuinely dedicated to you only?
If you chose this unfortunate dog then there must be some good in it.
My dear Shreela Prabhupad, i have always felt very close to you because i have always cherished your piece of dhoti tied around my arm in a pill that was given during my birth. That piece of dhoti was worn by you during your time of departure from this material world therefore it’s very very precious not just to my heart but also my sound.
My dear spiritual father, this piece of your mercy has always opened my eyes, kept me away from danger, and has always stopped me from committing grave mistakes. This piece of your mercy is my only treasure. No money, wealth or treasure can ever replace it.
My only request to you on this day is that please always keep your divine merciful hands on Haldhar and my head and give us more strength to strive for justice, truth, and walk towards the torch light of knowledge.
Please bless me so that i can fulfill the mission for which i have taken birth. I am sure i can overcome all difficulties if i have your merciful over my head at all times.
Your innocence, purity, smile, and spiritual charm is my joy and will always remain the same.
Your Worthless Servant
Mukundapriya Devi Dasi ACBSP (second generation)
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